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i've learned nothing new do i know
anything interesting
[ __ ] it [ __ ] it good morning
oh wait hi everybody
what up what's on the agenda today you
may ask
um today i am packing for my first trip
in many months many months i'm going on
my first
fun trip of 2021. do i leave tomorrow oh
my god i [ __ ] leave tomorrow i leave
tomorrow i'm going to no
wait i can't sing because i will get
copyrighted i'm going to new york
by myself i'm going to new york by
myself because number one i just need to
get out of la
i've been in la for months and i've been
just complaining about how much i hate
it here
and i've decided i'm done whining and
i'm going to just
do something about it so i'm very
excited but today i need to prepare
there's an obvious place that i need to
go and that is
target yep target because i need to get
one of those cosmetic bags so that you
can carry all your stuff
mine broke probably a year ago i'm a
little bit nervous because going on a
trip by yourself is kind of scary
because you're like am i going to get
bored am i going to
get sad am i going to get home sick
you know there's questions that you ask
but i think it'll be fun one of the
things i'm the most excited about is
going to dinner by myself i'm
so excited to call a nice restaurant and
be like hey
table for one and they're gonna be like
who's coming for table for one this must
be some sort of independent
ceo of uber or something like they're
gonna think
when somebody gets a table for one it's
like it screams
sophistication and then my little 19
year old
ass is gonna walk in there and they're
gonna be like are you sure you're the
table for one i'm gonna say yes [ __ ]
and suck on it my coffee looks
shockingly milky today i
i promise it doesn't taste that milky
but it looks so milky
it's upsetting it's like super not on
brand you know what time it is time for
me to make myself look presentable
enough to go in public so we're going to
do the bare minimum
yeah i'm not even going to brush my
teeth i don't care
didn't realize the camera was still on
part of me is like emma just wear the
yoga pants
that you wore yesterday but they're so
disgusting because i wore them all day
yesterday so maybe i'll wear jeans
that sucks when i bought this big
snuggie thing i thought it was funny
i thought it was a joke and i thought
that i was never gonna wear it but my
god was i wrong i wear this thing all
the time
earring ch i've been loving hoops
recently because
like they weirdly frame your face in a
way like it makes you look put together
when you're not it's my new favorite
life hack i'm wearing my
current favorite sleep shirt my paul
mccartney my vintage paul mccartney tea
um and i get it emotionally attached
to t-shirts and or shorts that i wear to
bed and i start just wearing them to bed
every single night without fail okay so
what do i want to wear okay i'm
definitely just gonna wear this paul
mccartney shirt under
whatever i wear ignore my hair look at
my gorgeous hair
guys my hair is literally so broken
don't ever go blonde don't just don't go
blonde
don't do what i did and go get it
bleached all in one day and then
irreversibly damage your hair
because that's what i did
it's a singing day for me i'm gonna wear
this nice big
navy hoodie that's step one done step
one of the outfit next i'm going to
brush through my hair
with my fingers and then i'm gonna clip
it listen we're just going to target
it's like who am i going
also we're going to target at nine in
the morning it's like nine a.m right now
so it's not like there's gonna be
anybody who's gonna judge me there you
know i feel like the people that judge
are like
teenagers like fellow teenagers they're
the ones that judge but i'm just gonna
be hanging out with the moms right now
so i feel safe going like this
and then for pam [ __ ] what is going
on with me i'm having a very big music
day okay listen i'm not comfortable i'm
wearing jeans i'm
not my most comfy right now maybe if i
do a little squat you know what they say
if you like squat in your jeans it'll
like loosen them up or something i think
that actually kind of helped
that actually kind of did help god why
have i not been doing that my whole life
tutorial time okay if your jeans are
feeling too tight go like this
drop it low and just kind of
and then your jeans won't be as tight i
know that that's like
common knowledge but apparently i didn't
know it enough
so now i know i'm gonna take my dirty
socks from yesterday okay i
just bought a new controversial uh
birkenstock and i'd like to share so i
bought these
and you're probably like emma what the
[ __ ] i was not fully convinced that i
would like these
but i saw multiple people in them and
wearing them
that i admire i didn't come up with this
idea on my own but i saw multiple people
that i really liked their style wearing
these and i was like are they really
that bad
then i thought about it and i was like
yeah they probably are bad but sometimes
i'm a sheep just like everybody else
and so i bought them but i also think
that they align very well with my
fashion philosophy which is
sometimes wearing ugly [ __ ] and making
it look cute
is the most gratifying feeling you can
get when you're doing fashion and when
you're wearing fashion although i'm not
wearing a fashionable outfit right now i
look like a vegan right now
i look hella vegan in this outfit okay
so i have a
little dilemma normally i'd bring an
iced coffee with me to target but it's
literally 45 degrees outside and that's
a little bit too cold for me to function
therefore i'm not bringing a coffee i'm
gonna make one when i get home because
i just don't want to be walking around
with a freezing cold drink when it's
like that cold out it's like too cold
to be walking around with a nice coffee
right now i'm on my way i think the best
time to go to target is early in the
morning because that's when the least
people are there and listen i'm not
trying to wait in a long line
ever i'm not trying to make my life more
difficult than it needs to be
ever also i don't know which target i
want to go to i'm making a rash decision
and i'm going to the target
that's farther away from me why because
to be honest i forgot how to get to the
other target that's closer to me you
know what i think sometimes makes me
feel bad or not makes me feel bad but
sometimes
i think about it right sometimes i think
about how
my god like on my instagram i am
dressing up to the nine i'm wearing [ __ ]
that i
rarely ever wear in public unless there
was some sort of specific event
yeah whenever i go to the store or i
you know i'm hanging out with friends
most likely
i am wearing jeans a hoodie in some sort
of
controversial birkenstock and or ugg
boot that begs the question is my
fashion
sense based on what you wear most often
or
what you wear when you're feeling
creative so that's a question i've been
asking myself
um not that the answer really matters
more importantly i got my nails done
yesterday i sent a picture to my mom of
my nails and she told me
they reminded her of a grandma
during christmas time um so if you block
out the fact that my face looks like a
12 year old do i look like i have
grandma
around christmastime hands i like them i
think that they're kind of cool but
my mom likes to
challenge me
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okay i'm done in target and guess what i
got everything except for what i needed
and isn't that always how that works
i needed one of those toiletry cases
that like
you can put all your toiletries in you
know what i'm talking about the ones
that like
you unzip and then they unfold and they
have all these pockets for
toiletries well they didn't have that so
instead i got boring stuff but i present
to you
target haul i got parchment paper
two of them foil pyrex containers
for storing leftovers
turning into a mom literally more and
more every day okay this is kind of
handy i got these little travel
container this little travel container
set because all of mine are
really old and very much used i got mini
toothpaste
although these don't seem many to me but
they're in the travel section which
implies that they're mini and i like
many things i got
tea and last but not least i got a mini
deodorant to throw in my carry-on
because you never know when you might
need a little refresh in the airport
that's my target haul oh wait no and i
got a
hand sanitizer for my carry-on so that
was super fun
right breakfast time wanna see what my
breakfast is today you guys aren't gonna
believe this
a pizza i made last night at 10 p.m and
then forgot about it and went to sleep
i am not even going to warm it up
honestly because i think sometimes cold
pizza is really good
i'm just going to sprinkle some
nutritional yeast on top or maybe a lot
of nutritional use nutritional yeast is
literally the most confusing food to
explain it's kind of cheesy but it's
also not cheesy at all let's try my
overnight pizza
you know what this might actually taste
better cold than it does warm because
i just swallowed a mini ice cube and it
[ __ ] hurt me
so i'm stressed because i need to get
this toiletry case but do i
really let me show you what a toiletry
case is you see it holds all your
toiletries whatever yes i feel like i
need that
but i'm weighing my pros and cons here
what's worse having to go to another
store
to find one or
just trying to find something i already
own that will work equally as well
just maybe in a less traditional sense
i'm leaning towards the second option as
of now because i really
don't have the energy to go out again
i do think i should start packing
because i like to pack like a good 24
hours in advance just in case
so let's start packing
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that didn't sound good that didn't sound
good either
obviously i need to bring my basic stuff
pajamas
toiletries blah blah but i'm going to
pack based on
outfits because i'm going to be there
for what
four or five days and i want to look
cooler than i've ever looked before in
my entire life
every single day of the trip i want to
take risk
risks with my fashion i'm going to spend
the next hour
do you not know we're going to do that
last we're going to pick out outfits
last let's pack the easy stuff first so
first we're packing toiletries
this is all i can find and this is far
too small but i'm going to try to make
it work first let's pack
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back to packing now see i always like to
bring my full shampoo and conditioner so
that i know i'm not gonna run out
but like this is not gonna fit oh i did
get those new travel containers this
is the lifesaver i didn't know i needed
how am i gonna know which one's shampoo
and conditioner i'm gonna forget
okay do you know what this is gonna take
me forever to squirt all this in here so
i'll call you back okay finish we have
shampoo and conditioner
hair serum and body wash but i was too
lazy to pump the whole thing full so i
just stopped halfway through because i'm
only gonna be there for five days
in here we have all the skin care hair
brush toothbrush
toothpaste deodorant you know the whole
nine yards and then i'm bringing makeup
wipes
i know we all hate them but i have so
many left over and i need to use them up
chances are i won't even be wearing
makeup but if i do might as well use up
these stupid makeup wipes god bless you
all so i'm picking out my outfits and
i'm excited about the
first one
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i love this leather vest
so this is my first outfit this one's
definitely being packed this would be
perfect for like
a morning stroll to get coffee etc etc
and the fingerless gloves
outfit number two this one is a little
bit more ballsy having fun with the
knits
having fun with the patchwork feeling
like a polly pocket a little bit so this
is outfit number two i'm kind of iffy on
this one but i feel like
who cares because i don't know anybody
in new york so it's not like i'm walking
around l.a
fearing that i'm gonna see somebody i
know at the grocery store when you're in
new york you don't know who you're gonna
see and nobody gives a [ __ ]
and that's why i like new york outfit
number three when i tell you that
there's probably an hour in between each
clip there is
an hour in between each clip um i'm
gonna try to pick out two more
because i don't want to overdo it
because i don't think i'm gonna have
space in my suitcase packing for
packing for a winter trip is the most
frustrating thing because you're packing
your bulkiest [ __ ] that you have in your
closet in order to stay warm but there's
just not enough space for that [ __ ] i'm
also packing gloves like i didn't even
know i had gloves
outfit four i'm getting really tired and
i'm gonna have to clean up my closet
after this because i made such a big
mess
one or two more outfits then i'm done
let's do it
outfit five
this is a casual little jean
converse button up with the turtleneck
under
vibe this is very comfortable not very
fashion but
kind of interesting i want to do one
more outfit and then i'm going to be
done because i need to start slowing
down because it's like i'm not gonna
have suitcase room for all of this
as is but i feel like one more outfit
wouldn't hurt anybody
next i feel like that's enough outfits
um
god only knows what i'm actually gonna
end up bringing you won't believe this
i have room to spare which means i'm
probably gonna be bringing i don't know
some extra accessories or something but
i'm not gonna worry about that right now
because my back hurts and i'm not
kidding it took
two and a half hours to pick out all
those outfits so i'm gonna lay in bed
i just thought about something what
happens if i go
shopping while i'm there although i the
last thing i need to do is go shopping
so maybe it's better if i don't leave
any space in my
suitcase to shop because i just ow
ow i pinched my hand in my glasses
okay i'm gonna go on my phone i haven't
been on my phone all day honestly it's
kind of amazing it's like should i break
the streak okay maybe i'll watch youtube
hi we are in my bathroom
you might be asking emma where is the
time gone i'm asking myself the same
thing
apparently picking out those outfits
completely wiped me out here's what's up
i spent the last
few hours um in bed eating leftovers
because i'm a chef now that's it i've
been in bed for a very long time and to
be honest i feel disgusting because i
have not showered in two
days i almost said two weeks which
wouldn't
probably shock some of you because you
guys think i'm stinky well i actually am
stinky right now
so we need to fix that and i also need
to do a hair mask
when i'm in the shower i'm going to
shave i'm going to moisturize when i get
out
i'm just i just want to feel good right
now because i feel kind of disgusting
you have to apply the hair mask to wet
hair but i don't want to get in the
shower just to get my hair wet just to
get back out so i like to use these
spray bottles
that i got on amazon and it takes kind
of forever to do it like this but i do
it anyway just use a freaking
spray bottle i don't think i've said the
word freaking instead of [ __ ] in like
three years i don't know why that just
happened and i feel weird and sick about
it to be honest like i'm a big kid now i
use big kid bad words
yeah i'm a big kid now take hair mask
and just i don't even know how to apply
this properly to be honest a big area of
breakage for me
is the back of my head a lot of the hair
in the back of my head is breaking off
because i'm in bed so much should i do a
face mask too why not so recently
i've gotten into jade rolling now i know
i'm late to the trend because i feel
like everybody's been doing this
for years it does some sort of drainage
tactic in your face
so that it's like to help with puffiness
i don't know
i don't know if this will work but i'm
thinking i put the mask on and then i
use the
jade roller of whatever the [ __ ] this is
to rub it in
like is that stupid i'm gonna take my
mask i'm gonna rub this
the hair clip rips a bunch of my hair
out on accident and that's
something i'm just gonna have to deal
with so the truth about bleaching your
hair it comes at a price
yes blondes have more fun but that is
temporary the fun is temporary and the
nightmare nightmare
is forever it's not forever my hair will
grow back but
okay i think you're supposed to like go
under your eyes i don't know the areas
i'm supposed to be doing it on so
i could very much be doing this wrong
but don't follow my direction here
because i'm new to this thing i don't
know what i'm doing maybe here like this
feels good i'm just gonna be intuitive
with it if it feels good i'm just gonna
do it it's wait when i rub it
guys watch what happens i have an eye
spasm
look at my eyebrow my eyebrow has a
spasm when i
when i
oh what the [ __ ] maybe on my neck too
okay don't do that on your neck that
didn't feel good i'm done with that that
was fun but i don't know what it did
so next element of self-care i want to
make tea so i've been trying to drink
herbal tea because it makes me want to
drink water because it tastes better
but it also has you know
hopefully something nutritious in it not
nutritious i guess what would it be i
don't know it's herbal
something herbal in it that's good i
don't know [ __ ] you think i'm a doctor
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step one to making iced herbal tea this
is the most
obvious tutorial i think you could ever
ask for but you're gonna take a kettle
and you're going to heat water until it
is boiling hot
now you could do this on the stove but
ever since i discovered
kettles my life has been changed forever
next you're going to take
a tea bag lemon ginger is a great
combination
anything with ginger in it [ __ ] it next
you're gonna want to grab
your lemon juice and i like to use a mug
that's larger than
average to make tea then you put your
tea bag
in the mug i'm debating whether or not i
shaved my legs in the shower i know it
would feel so good but i'm
so lazy oh i need to feed the cats brief
intermission
boiling water now you pour it into your
mug okay and now you're gonna let this
steep
for seven minutes or however the [ __ ]
long your bag
your tea bag tells you to steep it now i
have seven minutes to do whatever i want
[ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] that's hard
it makes me so mad
no no
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i [ __ ] i got it [ __ ] i got it [ __ ]
do you want a performance
[ __ ] [ __ ]
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okay honestly you got it at the end
i'm gonna get the shower and celebrate
i'm shaving my legs tonight
nobody can stop me i'm shaving my legs
tonight
see ya this is me time
i'm out of the shower i've calmed down
thank you for putting up with me through
my little episode of pure
excitement next step to making our
herbal tea get some ice
lots of ice because this is still a
little bit hot now you're gonna
do a little bit of this [ __ ] i just
burned my hand a little bit
and now you pee pee in a jar funny story
i was actually drinking some of this the
other day and i texted my mom and i
convinced her that i was drinking pee
and i was like this is all the rage in
l.a
all the girls are drinking their pee
instead of celery juice
now it's literally changing our lives
then you're gonna add a generous amount
of lemon
i thought before i go to bed i could
show you some of my favorite travel
essentials number one we have melatonin
um i'm not recommending this
because although i don't think it can
harm you i'm not sure
melatonin helps me fall asleep next um i
like to bring a sleeping mask
here's my sleeping mask next we have
literally
500 masks next we have
two hygienic things we have gum and we
have deodorant but see the funny thing
about these is that these aren't
necessarily hygienic they're more
covering up
a lack of hygiene next we have a metal
straw i hate this one i don't know why
it's in my bag
i have way better ones i'm not [ __ ]
with you this is not a plug
i just genuinely have like 50 of these
in my room chamberlaincoffee.com colored
straws
wait i'm gonna bring all of them with me
oh i always bring an emergency pair of
sunglasses
because you never know if where you're
gonna go might be bright or if you get
off the plane and you feel like [ __ ] and
you just wanna hide from the world
another thing
that i'm bringing on my carry-on is this
little sony handycam
i know you guys are probably like emma
why do you have one of those i don't
know i just
i bought it because it was like pretty
cheap for a camera the quality on this
camera is so
bad that it's almost gonna look like a
home video and that's about it guys
that's my carry-on um i wish i had more
to share
i really don't that's me trying to be an
influencer okay
that's me trying to be an influencer
showing you like what i have in my
carry-on bag
as if everybody doesn't bring the same
[ __ ] on their carry-on bag
same thing with like remember when
everybody was doing what's in my bag
videos listen
don't get me wrong i used to watch them
and love them but when you really think
about the concept it's crazy that
people are so interested in what other
people carry in their bag because
everybody carries
pretty much the same thing in their bag
hey cheers
my pp water thumbnail i drink pee for 24
hours what if i just titled this video i
drank pee
10 million views how the internet works
but you gotta love it thank you guys for
hanging out with me today i had so much
fun
and i love you guys so much i appreciate
you guys coming back and hanging out
with me
every week and if you're new here
welcome
it's clearly bedtime for me here's my
melatonin guys i'm not condoning this
because i don't know what
it like what is it i can't read without
my glasses
it's sad because i just have good vision
i don't know what happened to me
actually i do know what happened i have
astigmatism
google it i don't know what it is either
here's your forehead kiss
i hope you have an amazing rest of your
day rest of your week and i'll see you
guys soon
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