something that I've been searching for
my whole life in an instant in that
moment my life changed forever so just
over a year ago I went on a journey a
journey that at the time I thought was
the answer to all of my questions the
evidence I can remember I've always been
a searching soul someone that just
couldn't and wouldn't accept things for
what they were in life I questioned
everything including God and while I
believe that it's a good character trait
to have it can also end up causing you a
lot of heartache and a lot of pain now
before I get into the point of the video
it's important for me to kind of lay
down a foundation you know give you a
bit of context as to the whole picture I
feel I need to make this video as a
follow-up video to the original video
that I made on my Alaska experience I
also wrote quite a long article on my
experience that ended up getting
featured on median and since then I've
had countless amounts of people
contacting me by my blog by a medium
through the video that I made asking me
how can they have the same experience we
can they go contact details and so on
now in the past that we have given them
all the information and send them on
their merry way but I simply can't do
that anymore and hence the reason why
he's seeing my face again now as I
mentioned the most significant part of
my journey started back in February of
2018 ayahuasca was the drug of choice
since so many people shared their
incredible experiences on it you know
even awakenings and obviously I went to
the same and so all far wait now I'm not
going to go into too much detail as to
what my experience was I'll link the
video I think it's about yeah for you to
go and have a look at and I also put the
link to the article
the description if you want to go read
that go watch the video if you're
interested but then come back to this
one you'll understand why this video is
important so what the title of the video
doesn't mention is that one thing led to
another and I ended up going further
down the rabbit hole and as such I
started taking psilocybin in magic
mushrooms again with such an amazing
amount of positive feedback from people
and with it being so readily available
there was the natural next step of the
journey oh and the fact that it
apparently helps with depression
something I cannot confirm or deny so
what started off as the most incredible
experiences of my life quickly began the
absolutely worst when I say worst I mean
literally the kind that you wish death
upon yourself kind of was but before I
continue I want to quote something from
a Bible and you'll understand why in a
moment
and to all the non-believers out there
to stick around 2 Corinthians 11 verse
14 says no wonder who even Satan
disguises himself as an angel of light I
can't think of a more fitting
description of what happens when you
actually enter the world of psychedelics
you quite literally leave and in 2018
alone I took mushrooms around 15 times
well some of you might say well
obviously if you're gonna take that much
it's finished thought go crazy but I
would respectfully disagree with you see
well most people would only take it here
and there I wanted to take it all
because I wanted all the answers and I
wanted it immediately just our an and
today I think the Lord Almighty for the
stubbornness that he gave me because let
me tell you something had it not been
for it I would still be lost totally and
utterly lost so for those out there who
think I may have overdone it maybe I did
I'd rather that and finding the truth
and taking it here and they only
you'd buy the truth ten years down the
line kind of thing you know God works in
mysterious ways and while we don't
always understand his methods is one
thing that I can testify to you is that
he always comes through for his children
always now this video isn't meant to be
a testimony from a new-age to Christ
even though that's kind of what its will
I ever make another follow-up video with
my actual testimony but I digress what
you need to understand is psychedelics
are the tools used by Satan and his
minions to get you hooked on being woke
the whole New Age movement in fact is
based on that Elena Blavatsky whom
unfortunately not many of even the New
Age followers know of said there is no
religion higher than truth now the
danger behind a statement like that is
because most people are looking for
truth it's a perfect wave to kind of get
them hooked into the whole New Age
movement because for some reason most
people nowadays think that there is a
truth higher than that of God
unfortunately these psychedelic tools
are demonic in nature pure evil and this
is exactly what I did well I thank God
that he saved me and opened my eyes
unfortunately the same cannot be said
another thing I feel you need to know is
that most people that are involved with
ayahuasca and you
Truths debug things like that a
well-meaning people who simply don't
know the dangers of what they involved
with or what they're pushing down
people's throats this is a classic case
of a blind leading the blind hick even
some of these so-called Watchers of
these groups don't even have a clue what
they was the scariest part of it all is
that it's all done with love and by and
through Gaia mother earth and so if
you're one of those people like I was
looking for answers to life what your
purpose is or whatever here's the best
advice I can give you turn to our Lord
and Savior Jesus Christ
he is the real truth John 14 verse six
reads jesus answered I am the way and
the truth and the life no one comes to
the Father except through me
no amount of being woke is going to help
you when you have to stand in front of
God one day and I'm not talking about
the great I am God that New Age
preachers my life was in complete
turmoil due to these New Age beliefs
remember I mentioned wanting t in my
life
well imagine being in complete darkness
in a place you've never been before
now imagine around you are entities dark
sinister dangerous entities you're alone
in the middle of them everywhere you
turn
now imagine every single worry and
stress you've ever had in your life take
that multiply it by a million
now imagine losing your mind completely
and lastly imagine the rest of your life
like this and that's just one of the
things that I had to deal with while
being on mushrooms yes beautiful and
pure mushrooms and I already eighty say
yes wrong but you just had a bad
experience and it's all about state
that's all about safety again I would
have to disagree with you there we have
absolutely no right to deal with
anything outside of the realms of earth
and God's realm now furthermore I have
never in my life
seen or heard any angels or any demons
for that matter in fact I actually
questioned they existence most of the
time and some what happened to me on the
second last time that I took mushrooms
made me realize what I was really
getting myself into you so this is off
to yet another dark sinister experience
that I had I'm waiting I lay down on the
cast just to kind of gather myself again
so I was the really cunning wolf the
worst part of the mushrooms so I was
completely by myself was completely
compos mentis so while I was lying they
I heard something laugh at me a deep
slow sarcastic demonic laugh at first I
thought I imagined things but then it
happened again and that to me was proof
enough that what I was involved in was
sending me down the wrong road now
before I end this video I want to share
my very last mushroom experience with
you that was convinced that I was going
to have a beautiful experience because
it was at my home in space I was gonna
take the mushrooms that I grew myself
with love and an amazing person to watch
other I only took four grams on a
startled very easy
the thing with mushrooms you've got to
understand is that it starts with a very
innocent and it starts a very beautiful
the colors are beautiful everything just
becomes so much more beautiful it's
almost like you have a
but more gratitude towards everything
and you just kind of see the beauty of
things and that's the dangerous thing
about it because that's how people get
out but anyway
so often the beautiful stuff everything
started going crazy again
so I remember changing the music a
couple of times you know to get the mood
right I tried everything from nature
sounds to classic music to light rock
because I'm a rock fan nothing helped
and so I find myself in space again yes
space for at least what look like space
while I was there I had this incredible
sense of I wasn't supposed to be here
again everything just went pear-shaped
from the thoughts of suicide
worthlessness anger hate hopelessness
and so on came into my head I was busy
losing my mind again but then God spoke
to me and what didn't make sense to me
at that time and thinking about it back
now God asked me to worship Him and so I
put worship music on when I fall to my
knees and I started worshiping God I
broke down completely everything changed
the mood changed the darkness subsided
and I was greeted with this incredible
sense of peace and love something that
I've been searching for my whole life in
an instant in that moment my life
changed forever Jesus got his son back I
want to end this video by begging you to
please stay away from any psychedelic
drug
I know exactly that feeling of wanting
to know more I know it sounds absolutely
amazing but trust me when I tell you it
will torment the rest of your life once
you open that door you give Satan and
his demons full dominion over your life
from the bottom of my heart I thank each
and every one of you who prayed for me
who supported me through this journey
and who's been there every step of the
way
I couldn't have done it without you you
proved to me the power of prayer and so
I'm gonna leave you with some truth
Matthew 6 verse 33 but seek first his
kingdom and his righteousness and all
things will be given to you as well
always remember that Jesus will never
turn his back on you
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